Showing posts with label music. Show all posts
Showing posts with label music. Show all posts

Saturday, March 19, 2022

Transcendence

“Music is a higher revelation than all wisdom and philosophy. ...Music is the one incorporeal entrance into the higher world of knowledge which comprehends mankind but which mankind cannot comprehend.” - Ludwig van Beethoven

Robin Spielberg's TEDx talk brought me to tears. She told stories about her experience of music's power to heal, to provide catharsis, to soothe anxiety and change the brain. Around 13 minutes into the talk, she describes how she went into a nursing home to play. Disappointed at the quality of the piano, the lack of applause, and lack of responsiveness of the audience, she decided she was just going to go into the lala land of her music and get through the hour. As she was leaving though, a nurse came up to her, and told her that it was amazing, all of the connections she made. The nurse described how one of the patients, hearing her play 'Moon River', had been singing along, speaking for the first time in years.

For me, vital, life-giving importance of art lies in its powerful ability to connect to our human experience. It transcends in a way the best efforts of the prefrontal logical mind cannot. It transcends the individual narratives of our lives, speaking to us as though the creator intimately understands our inner world

As a choreographer, I would probably wouldn't pick myself to be the performer that breathes life into the work. But I am grateful for the chance to shape and share in the numinous experience that is music and movement. In that moment, I am uplifted by that which comprehends mankind, but mankind cannot comprehend. 

Thursday, May 1, 2014

Saturday, January 4, 2014

I can't get to


stillness ascends while I
descend into restlessness
darkness slips into darkness
I cannot get away
I croon I cry I rock myself
I count time
lonelier hours I have never spent
than watching the promise of you slip away
a false reckoning
I'm spent
awake as we separate
like ripples on a black shore
restless
restless
darkness
slips into darkness
drifting
you slip away
into another yesterday
you slip
you
you
you



On insomnia. In homage to Reckoner, by Radiohead, and to be read with it.

Thursday, July 25, 2013

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

It's been a while


I was randomly clicking through iTunes today while packing and came across this beautiful piece by Evan Rachel Wood. It makes me want to watch Across the Universe again and revel in the beautiful artistic cinematography.

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Music: the (first) Festival

So I attended my first ever proper music festival last weekend. St Jerome's Laneway Festival 2013 was held at Gardens by the Bay, from noon to midnight of 26 January. I arrived at four, having missed Kings of Convenience, which was on at noon. As much as I hate to have missed them, I'm glad I missed the noonday sun. Singapore in an open-air venue with no shade in the afternoon, is burning hot and twice as sweaty as any other place on earth. On the one hand, it's good because people around you are unlikely to press as close to you at the mosh pit. On the other, intermittent visions of air-conditioning and shade do interrupt your appreciation of the music.

I guess we all had the Band We Came For. Mine was Of Monsters and Men. The set was a little predictable after watching other recordings of live performances by them, so I wasn't too surprised when they asked the girls to sing Hold your horses now/Through the woods we ran and the guys to sing Sleep until the sun goes down/Deep into the mountain sound in Mountain Sound. But that didn't spoil my enjoyment of the amazing singing and music, particularly seeing Nanna so comfortable with an audience, as well as on-stage. Little Talks was a particular hit, with everyone singing along to the lyrics. The music just went on and on, and you could feel the whole venue didn't want that moment to end. The bimbo in me also appreciated the excellent colour coordination of the outfits worn by all of the band.

Details like that can be enhancers, or detractors, from performance. Take Kimbra's blue hair. It wasn't on her head though, but on her sleeves. My friends and I couldn't stop staring at them. But blue hair aside, she has an magnetic voice that just pulled me towards the stage. Although I don't personally love her sound, what she could do with her voice was incredible, and she was unafraid to experiment with unconventional vocal techniques that melded, or perhaps moulded, her eclectic sound. I loved how she could abandon herself to the moment, dancing and singing like no one was watching. These two aspects of her performance distinguished her 'live' from her music videos, and made her worth watching.



In contrast, Alt J was a bit flat live. They were not flat as in out of tune, like Real Estate were (particularly on their new songs). In fact, they played well. It was just that having watched their music videos, I couldn't help but feel that much of what I appreciated about them stemmed from their creativity in terms of the video's narrative conceptualisation. By contrast, in live performance, though they dished out consistent musical quality, that element of experiential creativity was somehow lacking live.

New finds that evening included Bat for Lashes and Tame Impala.  Natasha of Bat for Lashes had a voice and style was evocative of a certain kind of music during the 1980s - a Kate Bush for the contemporary generation. It was an unexpected discovery, but not as unexpected for me as Tame Imapala. I didn't expect myself to like psychedelic rock. I ended up loving it, particularly live. They scored the holographic sound of guitar strumming, pedaling and feedback brilliantly, and the drummer was backbone of the team, holding the band together through rhythmically challenging tempo changes and even technical gaffs.



Gotye was the finale for the night, and lived up to the anticipation of the final set with stunning video backdrops that mirrored his music video concepts quite closely. It was probably a bit of a challenge for the poor bloke as the audience was pretty tired and more than half the people at the mosh pit left once he sang Somebody that I Used To Know. I particularly liked Thanks for Your Time for its sociopolitical satire. Very Gorillaz.



Before the concert, I had the misguided, vain hope that Gardens By The Bay would use some of the interesting garden spaces that they had, like the Flower Dome or Cloud Forest or Supertree Grove (yes, those are their actual names). Instead, there were two stages, and both were set up side-by-side, at a single location - The Meadow, which was essentially just a valley of grass. In terms of raw acoustical space, I think it was an appropriate venue as sound could travel reasonably well through the space, while being isolated from noise by the mounds (they don't qualify as hills) that surrounded The Meadow. Having the two stages side-by-side, seemed to fulfill no other purpose than being logistically sound: it was good for us lazy members of the audience so we wouldn't have to move, and also saved on time, since setting up between acts could be done while a performance was going on on the other stage. From a performance experience perspective, the stages seemed virtually identical, and I could see no real reason for the one stage to be used over the other, given the lack of thematic distinction. There was a lot of potential in terms of making use of the spaces available at Gardens by the Bay, in terms of enhancing the musician's performances and creating a unique experience for the audience. There are fans who follow bands around the world to watch them perform. Why would a dedicated fan come to Singapore, to Gardens by the Bay, to watch the musician? What would make them remember the experience?


The verdict: generally predictable, but consistent and enjoyable performances by musical artists, in what should have been an exciting venue for a music concert. 

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Song of solitude

(A crooner)

Those that I have loved
have never loved me back -
If you love me, let me go,
they say. In old romantic movies
people always come back 
in the end. Out in real life
no one ever comes back.

Silence never leaves me
Solitude's breath is ever on my neck
Smiles and laughter deceive me
into thinking there is nothing that I lack.
Thousand Islands


So I sit in swells of solitude
as the current says goodbye.
each of us marooned 
in our own lot 
in a Thousand Islands -
in constructs of wood,
encased in stone,
or seated bopping up and down
on a dinghy, one of many
festooning the shore.

Those that I have loved
have never loved me back
in quite the same way.
Better to have lost in love
than never to have loved at all
they say, but they don't say
both leave you, leave you lonely.

Silence never leaves me
Solitude's breath is ever on my neck
Smiles and laughter deceive me not -
for the something that I lack.

Monday, December 26, 2011

Music: the Indie Originals



Totally kicks Jayesslees' butts.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Different



Heard this on Gossip Girl (Season 5, Ep 4) and immediately tracked it down.  Perfect down to the slight laugh in her gravelly, wistful voice.  

As I've grown up, I've noticed that certain people use the word 'different' to mean 'someone who is unlike us', 'someone I don't really understand, and most probably cannot get along with'. It's code for 'let's keep a polite distance from this one'.

A: How do you find person X?
B: Hmm, she's had a lot of life experiences. [pauses significantly] She's different.

A friend once shared a favourite book entitled Stargirl by Jerry Spinelli. It was about a girl who was different. It wasn't about daring to be different. It wasn't about trying to fit in. And it wasn't about trying to be someone. She just was herself.
“In our minds we tried to pin her to a corkboard like a butterfly, but the pin merely went through and away she flew.” ...“We had no one to compare her to, no one to measure her against. She was unknown territory. Unsafe. We were afraid to get too close.”

“She's in tenth grade,' he said. 'I hear she's been homeschooled till now.' 
Maybe that explains it,' I said.” 
And the people who chose to set her apart.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Caught dancing en arabesque, first and last

Today I was talking with a friend and it got me revisiting Carla Bruni, who IMHO, has the sexiest voice ever, when she sings in French (don't even get me started on L'excessive). I've been almost reluctant to listen to her English songs for fear of ruining her impossibly sexy appeal. But I had iTunes on shuffle, and realised that the song titles, and the lyrics were oddly familiar...

Googling worked wonders to discover that...she was singing some of my favourite poets! Serendipity ftw!

At Last the Secret is Out
W.H. Auden

At last the secret is out, as it always must come in the end,
the delicius story is ripe to tell to the intimate friend;
over the tea-cups and into the square the tongues has its desire;
still waters run deep, my dear, there's never smoke without fire.

Behind the corpse in the reservoir, behind the ghost on the links,
behind the lady who dances and the man who madly drinks,
under the look of fatigue, the attack of migraine and the sigh
there is always another story, there is more than meets the eye.

For the clear voice suddently singing, high up in the convent wall,
the scent of the elder bushes, the sporting prints in the hall,
the croquet matches in summer, the handshake, the cough, the kiss,
there is always a wicked secret, a private reason for this.


Those Dancing Days Are Gone

Come, let me sing into your ear;
Those dancing days are gone,
All that silk and satin gear;
Crouch upon a stone,
Wrapping that foul body up
In as foul a rag:
I carry the sun in a golden cup.
The moon in a silver bag.

Curse as you may I sing it through;
What matter if the knave
That the most could pleasure you,
The children that he gave,
Are somewhere sleeping like a top
Under a marble flag?
I carry the sun in a golden cup.
The moon in a silver bag.

I thought it out this very day.
Noon upon the clock,
A man may put pretence away
Who leans upon a stick,
May sing, and sing until he drop,
Whether to maid or hag:
I carry the sun in a golden cup,
The moon in a silver bag.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Vocal displacement


Old man in young boy.


Black woman in white woman.

 Rockferry (Deluxe Edition) Endlessly

Friday, May 21, 2010

A little bit of bliss, a little bit of pain





From the movie Whip It, which, along with Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, Juno and 500 Days of Summer, represents a growing genre of Indie-type movie which I am just beginning to get acquainted with, and just beginning to love.

Friday, April 2, 2010

The little pickle jar, it

The little pickle jar, it stood
quite far back on the shelf,
receding from your line of view.
The stock on top is slow to clear,
when middle shelves are not as dear
and easier to get at
from the aisle-way here.

So by the time a hand reached up
and swiped it off the shelf,
the pickles were a little past
the sell-by date,
and not worth the price per weight -
the consumer put it back instead.

The little pickle jar, it had hoped
that that would be the journey home.
It never knew it had gone past
the time when you could use it last.
Instead it was left on its own,
uncertainty its only company.

Where will it go? Will it be thrown?
You may not care, you'll never know -
if it poisons someone else
that's their loss to make:
we only learn from past mistakes.
The little pickle jar is after all
nothing more than condiment
gone uselessly awry.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

If I say you're the one


Me and a good friend of mine agree that his voice, particularly in this song, is absolutely dreamy. =)

Friday, December 18, 2009

Music: the polite audience

Warning: gush alert which shouldn't be surprising since I'm such a big fan of the artist in question.

Went for Lenka's Asia Tour at Zirca Mega Club (which is ironic, considering its unobtrustive location and tiny size). Was it The Show. As some fans said, "We don't want our money back." She's just that good.

The thing I love about live performances is the raw, unadulterated quality of the performance - you get to see whether the singer is really good or whether it's just smoke and mirrors. Lenka's even better live than she is on album, which is really quite rare in singers nowadays. Her slightly breathy, sexy vocals had remarkable breadth and range, which she exhibited quite fully in this performance. One of the things I particularly enjoyed was the emotion of it - there's no replacing a sensitive artist putting her soul into a song, and hearing and feeling it live. For one song, I was even moved to tears by her rendition. I also really enjoyed that she gave little snippets of insight into the songs she sang, and these added a depth to the songs which I already knew so well from her debut album. For instance, I found out that Dangerous and Sweet was a dance number written because of a fight with a girl friend in LA, and that We Will Not Grow Old was written for a best friend in high school who shared her sentiments of not wanting to grow up and become an adult. Although the meanings were quite implicit, it was nice when she spelled out that Don't Let Me Fall is about being afraid of getting hurt in relationships and wanting to trust again. In fact, her live renditions of Don't Let Me Fall and Like A Song were notable in their unique instrumentation. In Like A Song, fans got a blast from the past with radio waves from WWII.

The only disappointment was how, well in Lenka's words, polite the Singaporean audience was, laughing on cue, clapping and cheering on cue, and obediently doing everything on cue. There was no musicality in our response, nor was there an uninhibited sense of enjoyment (perhaps due to a lack of inebriation) that one might expect from adoring fans of at a live concert. Those in the mosh pit, most certainly didn't mosh. Instead, there was a sea of small LCD screens - yes, everybody there was so busy recording the concert that there was hardly anybody actually enjoying and experiencing it.

Nonetheless, it was an enjoyable evening with good props, better technicians, and wonderful musicians with a great sense of humour. Lenka even gets brownie points for attempting to play the trumpet! All in all, I was not disappointed, at least not with her and her artistry, and I can't wait to see more from her.

Some snippets of song lyrics from songs not in her album:


Maybe I Love You
by Lenka

Maybe I love you,
maybe I do
maybe this feelin'
inside me is true.
And if I love you,
and if I do,
then maybe, baby,
maybe you love me too.

I knew I liked you,
I knew I could.
And I knew a song
that was brewing in the air.
But I don't fall easily
too many betrayed me.

Pull Me Apart
by Lenka

You are the one
you are the only one
that can make me whole
yeah, you make whole.
There's only one problem
with this situation:
when you go,
I can't go on.
...
Cause you have a piece
a piece of my heart
that you take with you.

You pull me apart,
you break me in half.
Every time you leave
I'm a broken heart.
And I stay that way,
till I see you again
You put me all
back together again.

All My Bells Are Ringing
by Lenka

Take my heart this Christmas,
I'll wrap it in a ribbon and a bow,
yes, take my heart this Christmas,
take it where ever you go.
All my bells are ringing just for you.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Home on a high

Random cool song I heard on Gossip Girl, Season 3, Ep 6. The band looks really stoned, and the lead singer sounds a bit like he has a Messiah complex. But hey, if it's good music, I'm hardly one to judge a bit of insanity.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Music: the upbeat

Once in a while a good singer comes along who makes music that strikes a chord (yes, pun intended). Lenka, a Sydneysider, is one such musician. Upbeat, yet introspective, she's got the I-don't-take-life-too-seriously-but-I-haven't-lost-my-ideals ethos that's so easy to fall in love with. From the moment I heard her, I heart her.

Her winsome smile and cheeky grin make her music video release of The Show very worth a gander.



For posterity's sake, here are the lyrics.

The Show
Lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot to be something I'm not
I'm a fool out of love 'cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs and synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows, they've got a ticket to the show

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show, just enjoy the show

I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show
I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show

Sunday, September 13, 2009

A large nose isn't a godsend, it's a...

Ladies and gentlemen of the mockery, I give you the original nose on a stick. Paul Townshend is a guitarist whose large nose drove him to an incredible career in guitar.


[Historic relevance: Just in case you happen to be blind or short-sighted or dyslexic (or a stranger who doesn't know me), I have a rather prominent nose that used to be the subject of ridicule in my early adolescence, when it used to rather overpower my face.]

Sunday, June 14, 2009

It's a bittersweet symphony

It's funny how we all have preoccupations with our scars and wounds. We've all poked, picked at and scratched our scabs, or rubbed our bruises (or at least thought about it), and even though there's a kind of pain that comes with that, it's not the unpleasant kind. Even wounds that have healed completely, leaving scars or keloids, feel somehow odd to the touch.

Every one in a while a song will hit you in an odd place like that. I recently lost all my music library after taking my computer for repairs, and a friend of mine was kind enough to supplement my loss with his albums. So I found out how much I liked yet another Singaporean artist, Olivia Ong.

Olivia is only 4 years older than me, which makes me realise just how old I am!

Sweet Memories
by Seiko Matsuda, also sung by Olivia Ong, lyrics by Miss er

なつかしい痛みだわ ずっと前に忘れていた
でもあなたを見たとき 時間だけ後もどりしたの
幸福?と聞かないで うそをつくのは上手じゃない
友だちならいるけど あんなには燃えあがれなくて

失った夢だけが 美しく見えるのは何故かしら
過ぎ去った優しさも今は 甘い記憶 sweet memories

Don't kiss me baby we can never be
So don't add more pain
Please don't hurt me again
I have spent so many nights
Thinking of you longing for your touch
I have once loved you so much

あの頃は若過ぎて いたずらに傷つけあった二人
色褪せた哀しみも今は 遠い記憶 sweet memories

Translation
by Moo

natsukashii itamidawa
(it's a pain that lied in my memory)
zutto mae ni wasureteita
(that I did not remember for a long time)
demo anata wo mita toki
(But when I saw you)
jikan dake atomodori shita no
(only the time went backward)

"Shiawase?" to kikanaide
(Don't ask me, "happy?" )
usowo tsuku nowa jouzujanai
(I am not good at telling a lie)
tomodachi nara irukedo
(Although I have friends)
anna niwa moeagarenakute
(I could not have that much passion)

ushinatta yume dakega
utsukushiku mieru nowanaze kashira

(I wonder why only the lost dreams look beautiful)
sugisatta yasashisa mo ima wa
amai kioku

(sweet memories)

Sweet memories

Don't kiss me baby we can never be
So don't add more pain
Please don't hurt me again
I have spent so many nights
Thinking of you longing for your touch
I have once loved you so much

anokoro wa wakasugite
(We were too young back then)
itazura ni kizu tsukeatta futari
(Two of us hurt each other in vain)
iro aseta kanashimi mo ima wa
tooi kioku

(The faded sadness is already a memory of long time ago)
Sweet memories

I miss my piano.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Music: The Chinese

If men were to be judged by music alone, give me a Chinese man anytime (Heh. So much for the hot Aussies I hope to meet next year...). Chinese music seems possess a sense of innocence, a childlike lack of inhibition, that is generally absent in other genres of music. At least part of it is due to the fact that Chinese pop stars seem blissfully unaware of the concept of a cliché.

But really, besides the fact that Chinese musicians are either fine with being clichéd, or else unaware of it, their concepts of romance are generally sweeter, less sensual, and more pure than their Western counterparts. Whether you hear about love unrequited, or the simple love of a first romance, Chinese music just has that sense of being earnestly, sweetly, sentimental. It's a bit like being eternally youthful, in an emotional sense. Free of worldliness and cynicism.